Monday, March 26, 2018

I Look at Her in Awe!





Look at her.

Yes, she is beautiful.  But is that all?  Look around. There are much fairer women like butterflies floating in air.

She is whimsical, nonchalant, carefree.  Her eyes are unabashed, mystical, loving, compassionate. She is more than looks.  She is genuine, loving and caring.  She is the woman I always dreamed of.

Sure I promised myself never to fall in love with her but how can I not?

She gave me the chance but fear overtook me. All my fears came back like a tsunami. Am I enough? Am I worthy? What if I get hurt?  What if she flies away? What if .....?

I could not say anything.  I could not look at her.  I could not say the things I wanted to say. I am a hopeless case.  Yeah, because I say so. Biggest story of my life ......

I know.  I got my chance and I messed it up.  I know.  I'll regret this the rest of my life.